Confusion
RCW

Doubt, pain, questions...
Uncertainty
How hard could it be to make a decision?
Completely impossible.
Desire, longing, loneliness...
Alone
It’s not that hard, you can do it.
No, I can't.
Wishing, wanting, dreaming...
Futile
Get your head out of the clouds, make a decision
It’s not that easy.
Hope, faith, patience...
Reality
The real world, the real feelings come on fast, take time.
I try, I try.

Untitled
RCW

Go away
Thoughts, feelings, pain
Go away,
Stop, stop
Let me slip away
Let me be free
Stop bringing me back
Stop making me hope
Stop making me love you
Stop
Go away, Analise
Stop being wonderful
Make a decision
Stop leading me on
Leave me alone
Leave me alone or take me to you
Chose
Love hurts
It hurts

Untitled
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Whispers of your name flow through my mind
They carry through my day
Gently reminding me of your face
Blindly I hope for better days that may not come
Harshly I remember my mistakes and what they caused
But they are gone, they matter no more
There is only the hope that lives within me
It is small, almost miniscule
Love conquers all, except perhaps distance
Pain relives itself over and over in my soul
I am stepping closer to the end
But the road is long and covered with darkness
It seems the tunnel never ends
Somewhere among these twists and turns is light
And I shall find it
With whispers of your name haunting me

Untitled
RCW

Thoughts are flowing, gliding through my mind
Some stick, catching on the jagged edges of my consciousness
Those thoughts wrap around securing themselves
The others quietly peeping their opinions as they disappear
Thoughts tug at my mind
The confuse, they solve, they sit and ferment
Growing ever larger, more complex
Hard to understand on the outside
But inside they are crystal clear
To find the inside I must accept
Accept them and learn with them
Thoughts develop ever more in my mind

Make Believe
RCW

Wishing, wanting, dreaming up situations
Pretending they could happen
Hoping they'll come true
If one, even just one became truth,
If only for a moment something wonderful happened
My soul would soar, my heart would burst
But as far as I can see
I'll pretend forever
Wishing, wanting, dreaming.

In My Mind
RCW

Trapped between reality and fantasy
Stuck between truth and lies
To many thoughts,
To many voices
What should I believe?
My heart or yours?
Keep trying?
Quit going?
What should I do?
Is there hope?
Maybe not.
Maybe so.
Maybe.
It’s all in my head........

You
RCW

You are amazing
Your voice lifts my heart
Your smile dries my tears
Your touch calms my fears
Your thoughts are mind bending
Your love is breath taking
Your eyes are soul searching
You are amazing

When?
RCW

Love found, love lost
Love discovered, love to late
I never thought I would feel this way
It’s beyond imagination
Beyond the impossible
I just want to tell you
I loved you once

Come
RCW

Ouch
Breathe in, breath out
Crying, sobbing
Hurting, not understanding

I did what I could
I tried all that was possible
Now you don't want me
You say it’s impossible

I thought I meant more
I thought we were friends
Not just friends, but the best
Best friends

I guess I was wrong
I guess I meant nothing
I guess this is goodbye
I guess this is it

You don't even look
As I sit here crying
How could you be so cold?
You're not even sighing

I loved you
I still do
I always will
I'll miss you

Come back........